Crack

The moment
the heart is broken
Soul crushed
Mind blank

I see it now, the pain.
Satan knows where it hurts
How to hurt
The one thing to squeeze
Prick open

And it all comes tumbling down
Paralyzed
Lost. Hurt.
Unwanted.

I said my goodbyes in my head
Saw the love of my life walk out
Rather catch the bus then for me to drop her off
Dropped DY off for first day at work.
Pray for me DY, and she asks innocently ‘now’?
Watched CJ engrossed in watching a show on his computer
Oblivious to the turmoil as I head out the door.

Crack.
There it goes again.
The moment the mind fractures.